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1.
Name Me Your God (album version) 04:34
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My body's lusting for a war Do you believe what I am preaching? What do you think is worth fighting for? Is it your heart or soul Or don't you care about it any more? My mind is out of my control Did I forget what you'd been teaching? My dreams have taken their toll I've lost my heart and soul But I don't care about it any more. My faith in everything is gone Are you alive, did you stop breathing? I have some needles, you have none Strip to your bare bones I'll be the one to bless you with a curse. I will be in control I will be the master, I won't fall I'm taking it all I'm running faster, faster I'm in your blood Day will come You'll name Me your God Not every house is called a home And different traps have different laces So many faces you've been shown But I still have one more To make you open when I knock on your door I will be in control I will be the master, I won't fall I'm taking it all I'm running faster, faster I'm in your blood Day will come You'll name Me your God
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Echoes 03:02
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Future is deadly afraid of itself Life keeps me seeking for something I ain't Life, blood, vanity Desire, glory, gain Misery, vulgarity Faith, grace, love, fame Dream, reality Silence, temptation, shame Fake, providence, Sin, guilt, pain Sound of my nameless despaire pierced the air Will no-one ever see Heaven again? Hate, trap, violence Remedy, protection, blade Liberty, depravity, Lust, rape, red paint Cure, agony Justice, solvation, shade Voice whispering "Face your fate" I hear it, can you heal me? I hear it, can you heal me? I hear it, can you heal me? I her it, can you heal me?
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Rage (album version) 03:21
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I've been keeping my heart in cage, I've been hearing voice of my rage Don't be scared, gently it said, I'm your friend (I'm your friend) Show me, show me your will to be with me Don't you believe that's what we're meant to be I will not leave, why don't you talk to me? I can, can set you free I will be your only friend, By your side until the end, Until you're dead! Tell me what ya gonna, Tell me what ya gonna do? I'm already here, Marching one-two, one-two! You don't have to like me 'Cause I don't fancy you, But you do, you do, you do, You do! I've been used to scream, shout and yell, I've been living in burning hell, I've been trying not to go mad So I said (so I said): Let me, let me with you forever be, I do believe that's what we're meant to be Over the years I've been stuck in between Come here, I'll let you in. You can be my only friend Stay with me until the end Until they're all dead! Tell me what ya gonna, Tell me what ya gonna do? I'm already here, Marching one-two, one-two! You don't have to like me 'Cause I don't fancy you, But you do, you do, you do, You do!
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Mad 03:40
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I'm mad I am, I am, I am really bad I am, I am, I am Traped inside my dread If you could try to understand me! Bang your head Leave it, grab it, fake it, when it Comes you're never ready Showing everything but standard Is it fashion, is it fuss? Oh, here we are, entertain us! Now come on! Yes I am mad, is it sickness? Why do I feel so really good about this? Yes, I am entirely bonkers But I'm still fly Mad is the new high! I'm not dead Did you, did you hear what I said? Did you, could you, can you, wIll you Think you saw me try? Let's come together one more time To the bitter end Blinded but I still can feel it's So close I can taste it No more time for us to waste it Shut your mouth and hold my hand We're off to Never-Neverland Now sing it! Yes I am mad, is it sickness? Why do I feel so really good about this? Yes, I am entirely bonkers But I'm still fly Mad is the new high! Well, it's all in your head If you're good or you're sad So I just choose to be mad Rather than drown in regret I'm easy come, easy go Little high, little low I don't care much so If I wanna I go, if I wanna I go If I wanna I go (if I wanna I go) Yes, I am mad, is it sickness? Why do I feel so really goid about this? Yes, I am entirely bonkers But I'm still fly Yes I am mad, is it sickness? Why do I feel so really good about this? Yes, I am entirely bonkers But I'm still fly. Yes I am! Yes, I am! Yes, I am entirely bonkers But I'm still fly Mad is the new high!
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Noch Nicht Tot 03:18
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No coming back I'm greeping on my track I ain't having no illusions, No confusions in my head No more at the back I'm the leader of the pack I'm halfway from Lost Wonderland To the lights of the Promised Land Get down! That's my town From the tip-toes to my crown Those who counteract are found Burried six feet underground And you? Nothing new! Just another Marry Sue You will never have it all At least as ling as l still do On the top of the world I will be something you will not And I give you my word They will be doing what I want No matter how much we've got We are still sick, tired and bored But if you name me your God You will see that ich bin noch nicht tot No happy end Not for us, my dear friend Only rich and famous get a chance Why don't you understand? No lie, people die Doesn't matter how hardyou try Still the end is always bitter, Full of pain and sucks you dry So go, let them know! Make them pissed off! Make them sore! Take them down the hell through circle one And two and three and four Though five is my life Made me learn how to survive Made me fearless, fast and angry Being me is being alive! On the top of the world I will be something you will not And I give you my word They will be doing what I want No matter how much we've got We are still sick, tired and bored But if you name me your God You will see that ich bin noch nicht tot Future is here, oh, can you hear it calling? Leave the past behind and watch the bridges burning And when you feel like loosing yourself in the fire I'll be your only one available messiah
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Puppets 03:26
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Is it a trap? Scientific research in a lab? Am I just fine? Or is my life no longer mine? What should I do? Who am I really talking to? And what's the point when no-one knows How far it goes and what it shows? Is it the end? How close are we to the final act? What are my lines? Or shall it come as a surprise? How do I know I am not a part of TV show? And where I go when it's all over, When it's time to take a bow? I'm here waiting for a drum To beat the final countdown When you're painted like a clown You have no right to feel so down Put me like a seed Into deserted ground Water me to grow and Feed me with the sun What happens to the puppets When the show is done? They die when Curtain's falling down No alibis No aftermath, no reasons why Just stupid fuss Someone could mind but no-one does So here we go Another step, another bow Three hundred wolves behind the mirror Showing teeth and honing claws Shall we begin? I'm not a dancer but I will Go back and forth Pretending I know what it's worth It's getting late The highlight of the masquerade What is 1000 minus 7? Only if you understand I'm here waiting for a drum To beat the final countdown When you're painted like a clown You have no right to feel so down Put me like a seed Into deserted ground Water me to grow and Feed me with the sun What happens to the puppets When the show is done? They die when Curtain's falling down
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Heroin(e) 04:23
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I need something to eat (I need a little piece of this I cannot help licking my lips) Let me bite just a bit (I wanna feel it on my tongue, Inside my veins, in my lungs) I am stuck on repeat (I'm going round like a broken record Making such a nasty sound) Be my leader to lead Me out I could tell right from the start We were meant to be apart But the moment is so perfect Yes, it's worth it Be my dream I'll be your heroin(e) I crave blood on my lips (don't wanna hear you saying no I gonna give your flesh a go) Yeah, you smell like a feast (I know I shouldn't be talking so But let me work it head to toe) All the carrots and sticks (Nothing can stop us getting closer Changing poses, breathing fast) Won't work when prey like this Still breaths I could tell right from the start We were meant to be apart But the moment is so perfect Yes, it's worth it Be my dream I'll be your heroin(e)
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You'd Better Not 03:54
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You haven't sold your soul, Can I have it? After all I'm the one who never lied to you That I'd catch you if you fall Sneaking through the night Who can prove that you were right When you decided to forgive me Guess it's some kind of suicide And I can't look any better Even though I'm the worst inside You'd better not fall with a hater It never comes out right. Changing space and time, What is yours soon will be mine If I let you down or hurt you You can take it to my crime Ask me not to go And I'll do what did before There's no dignity no glory In breaking up an open door And I can't explain you better Even with seven million words You'd better not fall with a hater You don't know how it hurts Whacha looking at? Nothing has changed, not just a little When you're dealing with a sphinx Be sure you're good with riddles I won't lay it down to you Neither will I hide the truth Just be smart enough to see behind the mask. I hope you knew When you were talking to yourself I was there I could hear everything you said Yeah, I was in your head So when I finally came across your way I bet you couldn't stay away What happened million times before Is about to happen once again Amen And I can't express it better Than by showing what I mean You'd better not fall with a hater This game you cannot win And I can't feel any better Than with your neck in my hands You'd better not fall with a hater You don't know how it ends
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Consciousness 03:21
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Closer to the edge With no love In my heart so full of rage Here I stand And I just wonder what I am After all I've done Don't think you'll understand, My friend Secrets that I've told and sold And now I'm pretty sure I'll drown in all this fault Inside my bleeding mind I'm covered in gold I've got now what I want I've got now what I want Oh-woh, I got it after all... Calling out my name Louder than silence Saying that's okay But I ain't gonna buy this It's only a half But I have had enough Leave me in my blindness Far beyond horizon So many roads That I will never follow Many brilliant words But mine are just too shallow Closer to the end Up where the gallows stand Will you take a break And come to see me hang? Everyone is searching For a God to pray But I'm not just another And I'm not gonna stay Any longer in this crowd Of unhappy broken hearts Hopeless and defited I know now what is right Everything I've known for so long Will be forgotten, will be gone. It's high time to decide I know now what is right I'm giving up the fight. Calling out my name Louder than silence Saying that's okay But I ain't gonna buy this It's only a half But I have had enough Leave me in my blindness Far beyond horizon So many roads That I will never follow Many brilliant words But mine are just too shallow Closer to the end Up where the gallows stand Will you take a break And come to see me hang? Everyone is searching For a God to pray But I'm not just another And I'm not gonna stay Any longer in this crowd Of unhappy broken hearts Hopeless and defited I know now what is right I will never bend Need nobody's helping hand I have no ground to be conquered And no ground to defend Never lost and never found Never safe but always sound It may seem for me it's over But it's not what I'm about
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Enemy 03:19
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Tonight it is the night When everybody's gonna learn my name I am here to fight And I'm not gonna stop or change my way Moving to the top With no regrets and no reasons to stay I am coming up I'm like a fire, billow, huricane Put your hands up Clap-clap and scream my name I'm not gonna drop And I'm not gonna lose this game Love me or not Watch me or go away But if you just dare to stop me You gonna be my enemy I will never give up I'm here, I'm ready and I want this fight Power that I've got Can break the bones or turn day into night I will never give in What does not kill us makes us stronger, right? So now just follow me I'm gonna lead you from darkness to light Put your hands up Clap-clap and scream my name I'm not gonna drop And I'm not gonna lose this game Love me or not Watch me or go away But if you just dare to stop me You gonna be my enemy High and low Just watch me go Rocking, grooving, moving on The stage is under my control I'm here tonight, and that's my show! Put your hands up and scream my name My style, my words My rules, my game I'm on the top and here I stay And you must listen when I say: Put your hands up Clap-clap and scream my name I'm not gonna drop And I'm not gonna lose this game Love me or not Watch me or go away But if you just dare to stop me You gonna be my enemy Put your hands up Clap-clap and scream my name I'm not gonna drop And I'm not gonna lose this game Love me or not Watch me or go away But if you just dare to stop me You gonna be my enemy

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Alice Goes To Motherland Moscow, Russia

Female-fronted music story told with the language of rock

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